SnowDezzie

I recieved this news last night, but my life has been treaded on so I couldn't be bothered to write it and was more upset because it happened to my 'little Boo' My cousin who is 7, 6 months younger then my brother, hadn't been eating. She was taken to hospital last night, they put her on drip and took her off 2'o clock this morning. Basically she's in there tonight, Santa went to come and see her and she got a choice to meet the Forest players, which she didn't want to but she got a signed calender I think. She wants to go home, I agree with her, we all miss our 'Boo' it feels horrible and weird without her, she played a big part of our life

:new: I am so fucking stupid, why do I look on his profile and then all the shit comes out of me. It hurts to write this.. This boy, Zac probably wrote me a valentines card like 3-4 years ago and was there, and I feel like crying but I will hold myself together because people are there for me. When we was both in trouble he stuck up for me and I always had a place in my heart for this lad. I signed into msn today and his cousin popped up and told me Zac and my best friend, Katie were together. My heart broke.. They got together yesterday. I feel hated.. I loved him, I just hadn't had the chance to tell my boy. But I'm strong and I'll get th